Glitter Queen [GlitterQueen.diaryland.com]

m	2004-02-12 / 11:53 a.m.	Glitter Queen
OLDER READS RINGS D-LAND GUESTBOOK	I did this list originally just over two years ago. I thought it might be fun to revise it. 1) I am 25 years old --Whaduya know? I'm still 25! 2) I am the only one who calls myself Glitter Queen, with the occasional exception of fergie. Theres a history there. --still true,but more people acknowledge the majesty now 3) I have 2 daughters --yup, still got my girls! 4) I am engaged and madly in love --well, madly in love, yes. engaged? not so much. 5) I have only had 3 sexual partners. By choice, because --that number's gone up a tad. oh come on! that fact is 2 years old! 6) I am pretty --a couple more laugh lines 7) I am a sexual abuse survivor --some things never change 8) I love purple --haven't tired of it yet 9) Im in a wheelchair due to a neurological disorder --see #7 10) Im a brunette --with purple hair 11) Im actually proud of my standing height of 57", so it irks me that I cant show it off --still pisses me off 12) I write kick-ass poetry --when ya got it, ya got it 13) I procrastinate --I'll save this for last 14) I am friend-ly with a lot of people, but I only have a few of what I'd consider to be 'true friends' --the number dwindles with each passing year 15) 13 and a half years and counting is the longest time that Ive been friends with someone --15 and a half, now 16) my mentor died a litte over a year ago and I still miss him --it's been three years. I still think of him often and wish I could call him. 17) I dropped out of college where I was an English major --uh, yup 18) I collect stuffed animals --I still have my collection, but I haven't added to it in a while 19) I only wear thongs --no, I like the hipsters I'm wearing now, too 20) I dont like Nicole Kidmans acting, and I believe Tom Cruise is G-A-Y --that's my story and I'm sticking to it 21) "The Wizard of OZ is probably my all-time favorite movie --still true 22) I really cant believe I have to type 78 more of these --no shit. I should have eaten before I started this. 23) I love music --affirmative 24) I love pizza --don'talk about food! 25) The only drug Ive ever done is marijuana --still true 26) I love to shop --I'm still female 27) I hated living in Monterey CA --gives me chills 28) I want to go back for a vacation --eh, maybe 29) I dont drink very often, because I like it so much it scares me --ok. um, it's not so scary anymore. 30) My parents got divorced when I was about a year and a half old --still divorced 31) I live in Ohio --yeah, but I'm almost out! 32) My moms parents moved to Arizona about 3 and a half years ago and I hate that they live so far away --guess it's been 6 and a half now. I miscalculated then. 33) I hate my illness --who me? bitter? 34) I am a pretty positive person --see? I'm not bitter! 35) I have green eyes --yeah, but... 36) I wish they were blue --there ya go 37) I like to read --when I take time 38) I have a bunch of Hot Wheels, most of which are either purple or Corvettes --I'm just gonna have to take my word on this because they're packed up and I don't remember 39) I have almost quit smoking --I've been clean since October 40) I love the scent of vanilla --yummy 41) I like suns, moons and stars --still true 42) I rarely eat breakfast --I'll say again, stop talking about food! 43) I have eclectic musical tastes --still true 44) dorky as it may be, my all time favorite singer is James Taylor --yep 45) I love Tori Amos --love her! 46) I cant stand Elvis Presley --oh, now I'm nauseous 47) I always say goodbye to my fiance as though it will be our last goodbye --not my fiance. I did* tell him goodbye for the last time. but the 'saying goodbye' bit is something I try to live by 48) I hate sunrises --yes 49) I love sunsets --especially around here! They're breathtaking! 50) I love being outdoors when the weather is nice --still true 51) I am amazed that I have thought of this many things --am I done yet? 52) I am sightly afraid I wont come up with 47 more --what do you mean 'no'? 53) Nicholas Cage is one of my favorite actors --yep 54) "The Blair Witch Project" scared the hell out of me --yep 55) I thought the second one was a disappointment --a common thread among sequels 56) I will watch anything with Julia Roberts in it --still true 57) "Americas Sweethearts" was a huge disappointment --oh yes 58) I only got to go to the drive-in once this summer --and haven't been since 59) My first date with my fiance lasted 14 hours, and it was the best date Ive ever had --nothing having to do with him is 'the best' 60) My wheelchair is purple --still got 'er 61) I am arachnaphobic --still true 62) I love to watch "The Crocodile Hunter" because he is crazy --I don't watch it much anymore, but I still like the show 63) I love Sex in the City --I don't have HBO anymore 64) I have a good memory --eh, yeah 65) I am pretty quiet around new people --that I am 66) People like me, usually right away --yeah 67) In spite of the fact that Im shy, I once had a customer service job and did very well --I miss that job 68) I sleep with a big stuffed white tiger named Charlie, a big Dopey, and my fiances t-shirt --now I sleep with a big Irish guy 69) I consider myself a Christian --get back to me on that 70) I used to have a dear friend who up and quit talking to me about 4 years ago, and it still makes me sad --6 years now. he shows up in my dreams sometimes and it just pisses me off these days 71) I havent gotten the nerve up to go and confront him yet --he's not worth it 72) The last concert I saw was Tori Amos, and I rode for two hours to see her --seen her again since and only drove an hour. my last concert though was Cledus T. Judd 73) Ive seen Elton John in concert twice --still holding at 2 74) I have a ridiculous number of favorite songs --still do 75) I dont have a DVD player, but my fiance does. I have an irrational fear that if I start to buy DVDs, well break up and Ill be stuck with them --We have one, now. Note I said 'we'. It was a 'couple' gift. Yea for stability. 76) I am considering getting a purple heart tattooed just above my left breast --I did it and want more 77) I did pretty well in high school, and better in college --yeah 78) Once, a professor who really liked me signed me into a full class because he said I brought my own seat --true story! 79) I gave the closing speech at my high school graduation --only because everyone thought I was dying, and I have since confirmed that hunch 80) I have spoken at a funeral --there's* party conversation 81) I am very forward --oh, maybe not so much anymore 82) I dont talk to anyone I graduated with. If I see one of them out in public, I usually avoid them --except for Angel 83) I only had one date in high school, and it was a blind date to junior prom --rub it in that none of the inbreds wanted me 84) I took my female cousin to my senior prom b/c she was visiting from Colorado, so everyone thought I was a lesbian. I didnt care. --yeah! dammit! 85) I was only asked to give the closing speech at graduation b/c everyone thought I was going to die soon --see? I told you. no one believes that 86) I find nothing sexy about pornography --ok, ok. under the right circumstances it can be 87) I love to stargaze --still true 88) I can think of at least 4 guys who had crushes on me at the same time --woohoo! go me! 89) I wear glasses --and contacts 90) I like the show "thritysomething," and I want the theme song played as my wedding recessional --I don't even know if they still play the reruns anymore. and don't talk to me about weddings. 91) I sometimes worry obsessively about money --yep 92) I have Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder --oh, it's pretty quiet these days 93) I divorced my abusive ex husband --that still brings a smile to my face 94) I like who I am for the first time in my life --most days 95) I am a published writer --yep 96) I dont like having my picture taken --still true 97) I like to sing, but I dont sound good --just ask Justin 98) I like jewelry, but I don*t wear it much anymore --a necklace and a ring 99) I am proud of my accomplishments --sure 100) For the first time in my life, I am a happy girl --well, yeah. but it's a dark day.
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design by fergie	Bits of fire in the sky push me east back home. I used to live in flames but it's hard on the wings. Choke me. Smoke me. Scare me back. You try but you just can't. I peel the layers in my spare time, and you're easy to see through. I can fly, I've discovered on my own. I may be the lesser butterfly but my wings are just as strong. Who are you to tell me to find a place to land? I may be the lesser butterfly but baby watch me glide.